My name is Lola, I'm 18 years old - the age when everyone expects you to have already chosen the path: university, career, plan for ten years ahead, but I'm still standing at the crossroads, looking in different directions and don't know where to go, and it's probably normal to be lost until you stop pretending that everything is clear. At school, I was the one who is remembered when an answer is needed in literature or music, but not the one who is chosen as captain or presenter at a concert. I loved reading - especially books about girls who left small towns and found themselves somewhere under a strange sky. I dreamed about the same thing - but didn’t know where to start. My parents wanted me to become a lawyer or a doctor - “reliable”, “prestigious”, “future”, and I kept asking: “What if I don’t want to?

Books are my dearest companions, portals to countless lives and realms. With a worn paperback or a crisp new hardcover in hand, I can be a Victorian lady, a daring explorer in a lost jungle, or a sorceress battling dragons. Each chapter unfolds a new possibility, a fresh perspective, and an escape from the mundane. The scent of aged paper, the satisfying weight of a novel—these are sensory delights that transport me.

if you joined my fan club. then you became the happiest and made me happier. I hope you enjoy being with me and want to show your love for me

I really want to try to visit many countries. find someone with whom I can spend my whole life and not regret anything

My knight is a person whom I can trust and open up completely. It’s not so important how much he supports me. What matters is how he does it.